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*during the evening sometime this week, after the sun has gone down and all, Hitoshi decides that he might as well take the risk and give something a try.

As a result, he's come to the SAI building in Domino City, covered up same as usual and blending in a little too well with the nighttime atmosphere outside. It takes him a few minutes of trying to will himself to move forward with this, before he finally steps into the building. Probably not a lot of people around due to the hour, but... maybe that's better, for his nerves.

... Regardless of which, now he wonders where he should go next, here...*

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Hmm, in this kind of scenario, no, I haven't really had experience in dealing with this kind of need from someone before. But being surprised or shocked or worked up about that situation won't help you, which is what I want to do.

And I'd rather try and find a way to help you, if you ever need it. You seem like a nice guy overall and I'm sure you'd want to avoid accidentally hurting others if you reacted badly to blood or got the sudden urge for it.

*He frowns a little though.*

But human blood is difficult to come by and it's not so easy setting up something like your grandmother did.

That's... What I figured. I didn't expect anyone would be able to easily set up anything. I didn't come here, with that expectation. *he shakes his head a little*

I came here because... I want to be able to take precautions, in case something does go wrong. Finding support when it comes to this isn't... really easy at all. A lot of times, it's hard for me to tell where genuine care or interest comes from, when it comes to me.

I want to at least make sure that, if something does go wrong, there's someone nearby who is informed about the situation, who'll be able to help. ... It's not like I can expect my grandmother or my dad to move down to a location they wouldn't really be able to live in, after all. I can handle sunlight okay enough, but they have a higher sensitivity, to it.

*Juudai nods*

Well, SAI can definitely give you that support and we will be here for you if you ever need it.

Our aim is to help those with unusual powers or abilities and that includes people like you who have a non-human heritage and abilities or needs that come with it.

*He opens a drawer in his desk and takes out a card, which he then slides over the desk to him.*

Those are my contact details, so if anything ever happens, feel free to call or e-mail me. On top of that, Desdemona-san, who teaches about Duel Spirits and the Duel Spirit World at the Academy also works for SAI, so if you need anyone to speak to on the island, then feel free to speak with her as well.

Professor Desdemona? I know about her class, yeah. But she'd be... accepting of this? *he takes the card though, looking at it for a moment, before pocketing it*

Thank you though, for understanding the need for support. I do kinda wish this was easier to all say. *he sighs a bit* I feel a little bad keeping this kinda stuff from people I want to be friends with, but then there's the potential problem of people just taking it really wrong.

Yes. Desdemona-san, although a little hot-headed at times, is also very nurturing which makes her a good person to talk to, if you have a problem, no matter the issue.
Everyone who works under SAI understands that they need to keep an open mind about things.

I can understand how difficult it is to have to keep it from your friends. It's a difficult thing for others to understand. Not everyone will react negatively though. True friends will stand by you, no matter what.

I know... I just... Want to make sure I'm making the right choice when it comes to talking at all. I was told I should make my own decisions about myself, if I feel it's really that necessary to say anything... I just don't want it to be a bother, or unnecessary to say at the time. Not really something that's simple to bring up casually.

Thank you, though. ... is there anything else that'd be useful to know, though?

The only other thing I need to mention, or ask, is if it's alright to put you on our database here. It's just to keep up to date on those who are seeking our help and allows us to log any changes you tell us about.

It's completely confidential.

A database? *he thinks for a bit, it is something he should think over at least a little, before accepting, but... he nods.*

It's fine. I'm fine with you putting me into a database. It'd be easier on you, right?

*Juudai smiles and nods.*

Yeah, it is. It's a good way to keep up with any and all changes in a person's power or ability and to reference back to it if other changes occur.

I'm sure it is. ... oh, um. If you want to keep reference on "power" and the sort, then... I should tell you about one more thing, about myself.

Oh? *Juudai looks at him curiously.* Go ahead.

I sorta have a... I guess you'd call it a familiar. Made from using my shadow. It's a common power my grandmother's group had, I guess, though they could do much more with it. Most I can do is make it into a simple mass, or sharpen it, or grip with it. It can sorta act on it's own, too.

Huh, I see. That's really interesting. *He notes that down.* That's handy to know since it's related to your heritage as well.

Yeah... and I figured, it'd be weird if it changed, let alone popped up out of nowhere, if anything goes badly. Though so far, no one's noticed it, so I guess it'll likely be fine...

Yeah, it hopefully will, but likewise with everything else, if there are any changes with it, let me know as soon as you possibly can.

Is there anything else you'd like to add or ask?

... I guess I should mention that I have a bit of a light sensitivity and photo-sensitivity problem, since that's generally the kind of things worth noting. I can handle being outside okay with protection, at least. But my eyes are bad for any bright flashes. I've got... much better healing than an average person, so I can recover from it, but it isn't fun to experience.

Otherwise... *he gives a sheepish look* I'd like to note that this is probably the most I've ever talked about myself, in a long time. I'm not used to people really being willing to listen.

*Juudai makes notes on his photo-sensitivity and slight accelerated/better healing. Once he has, he looks back up and gives Hitoshi a smile*

Well, that's what we're here for. To give people like you a place to come and talk things through without fear of any judgement.

And I really appreciate it, I just sometimes wonder if I'm being a bother about it... *he sighs a bit*

But... it's nice to know someone nearby will be informed, even just a bit. I just wish I didn't have to worry about the possibility of it, you know?

*Juudai places the pen he had in his hand down as he nods.*

Sadly with things like this, there is a lot of worry about the unknown that comes with it. All I can say is just to be aware of any changes, but to try not to worry too much about it. If changes happen, we'll look at and deal with them as they come.

There might be the chance that you may just stay as you are too. I assume that your other blood relatives, such as your mother, are regular humans? If so, it could mean that it's just made the vampire tendencies less pronounced than that of your grandmother and father.

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My mother, and my grandfather, are both humans. And... we suspect there's diluting, but assuming that what I have now is the height of things, would be foolish. At least grandmother thinks so.

Stuff like this... is all really new. A lot of vampiric clans in the 12 Dimensions are all undead, so they don't reproduce like humans would. Grandmother's clan, and very few others, aren't undead, so stuff like this... isn't very common.

Yeah, you're right to be wary at least and to not just assume that things will stay the way they are.

It is all very new. I don't know a lot about vampiric clans myself, but no matter what, I promise any issue that comes up, we'll help you with it the best we can.

... I guess in a way, this is as much a learning experience for you, too. Which... I guess makes up for it kinda, on my part.

It really is. It's good to get the experience. Despite how many people I've met over the years with different abilities, there are so many I've never come across before too.

... There's a lot of unusual people in the city, right? And at the school, too?

*Juudai nods.*

Yes, there are. There's a lot of people with all kinds of different abilities and powers, and even unusual heritages, like yourself. So you are definitely not alone. A lot of others share similar worries to your own, in regards to their own abilities.

It is kinda comforting, at least. Knowing I'm not alone.

Back at home, pretty much the only people I could really talk to, were my family. Otherwise, especially in the last year or two before I started going to the Duel Academy, girls my age would tend to get weirdly interested in me, and then guys my age would get mad at me over it.

It's made things kinda... hard, to really find comfort in others.

Hmm, I can see why you've been wary of speaking to others outside of your family, but at least here you will have others you can speak to and maybe even peers you can relate too.

*he nods a bit*

Yeah, I know. Thank you. I'd probably want to come here more often, but I think my sleeping schedule for... most of the week, doesn't really fit with the time. Since you were just leaving, I assume the place was closing for the night, too.

Hmm, yeah, time might be an issue. I do usually head home around this time.

I guess... I'll think about what to do there, later on. It's hard to change how I sleep.

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